It is not God who will condemn us . He would like everybody to free oneself , to grow tall, that all the values , beauty they posses will surface . If by our little faith , sins, laziness , lack of love we stop this blossoming out then we are not going to grow up that unharmed, unscathed , healthy so that we can enter the Kingdom of Heaven. They say a tree will fall in the direction towards which it leant during its life. As nice or deformed we made ourselves during our life , we will stand on such a course at the moment of our death. If Saul would have died at the moment of killing Saint Stephen , he would have gotten into the presence of God deformed , as a totally different man than after writing the Hymn to Love.(St.Paul)
That is why it is very important , how we live. Life has its own stake , consequence that is why we have to do everything in our power to grow up to the freedom of God’s love.
Father Csaba
translated by dr k.e.