One should not be afraid  to face  up to the spiritual cleansing ’s often very dark nights .The temper, anger , fear are within us and once they are brought to the surface they will become conceivable , treatable. 

What has passed is of no importance . It is not important that  the flame of my faith, my love is flickering , or extinguished only that is there enough strength within me to start anew , to get back on my feet , so that again I flare up and blaze. 

Look within yourself what is God asking of you ! It won’t be difficult for you to find out . 

Father Csaba 

translated by dr k.e.