Your spirit, my brother seeking God should shout loudly :” My Lord You know I am small, helpless , but You also know that I am Yours , I would like You to touch me by Your gentle goodness , if with fatherly love You would start to form , guide , teach me . I ask You not to back down , not even when I am resisting obstinately, disobediently . I am not bad just weak , Often I feel afraid , vulnerable in facing Your infinitely pure , radiant being, that is why I come to a holt , wander off frequently .
Father Csaba
translated by dr k.e.