At the time of the overthrow of Ceausescu I was a priest in Dés. We would have liked to found a kindergarten, but we said it is too early yet we have to grow up to the task, we have to get money, to train ourselves .
We did not even try the following year , because we felt we were too small and weak . In October of that year I received a letter from my superiors , in which they informed me that they are going to transfer me from Dés to Déva . I was crestfallen . In vain did I collect strength , money I had to pass over my cherished dream to someone else , who may not feel the importance of this task as much ! Right up to this day there is no kindergarten there , perhaps there was no need for it , this however is not the essence , but I felt those three years were wasted in vain. I did not commit sins, but still I felt within myself guilty of omission , of making no headway .
Father Csaba
translated by dr k.e.
The blessed Virgin Mother did not become the Queen of Heaven by great oration. In today’s sense, meaning of the word She was not a star, She was the inhabitant of a small Palestinian village , She lived just like anyone else , but by Her carrying out Her daily tasks and by Her total reliance of God, Her unconditional trust She grows up to become the Queen of Heaven : She accepts the Child from the Holy Spirit , also accepting that they may not believe Her , despite all the fear and uncertainties She is prepared to say “yes” : becomes a fugitive in Egypt , though not understanding always but She always perseveres by Jesus’ side . At the beginning of Jesus’ public ministry and at the end of it She is always by His side, accompanies Him on the way of the cross , and suffers with Him under the cross and together with the apostles receives the Holy Spirit .
Father Csaba
translated by dr k.e.
Picture taken in Déva today.
Jesus speaks very clearly , that there is an evil spirit , " Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.” 1 Peter, 5,8 , that wants to ruin everything . I do not want to frighten anybody , but the world we live in , is not only God’s world , but the world of sin and evil as well .
Father Csaba
translated by dr k.e.
Accidentally or ignorantly committed sins are punishable by a lay court but of course mitigating circumstances are taken into consideration.
In the world ignorance of the rules of the law , does not exempt one from the judgement. But the worldly courts cannot see into one’s heart , this is why often biased judgments are handed down by these judges./ courts.
Saint Padre Pio from Pietrelciani puts this into words very nicely : “The evil spirit has only one entry into our hearts : the will, there are no other hidden ways. There is no such sin that was not willingly committed . If the will does not allow it , then sin would not have been committed , but human weakness , frailty . “
Father Csaba
translated by dr k.e.
The cold autumn has set in. Let’s think of those who are in trouble, difficulties and let’s not only emphasise the responsibility of the state , or others , but let us also help each other , at least pray for all those who are cold, hungry !!
Our Lord God, You who takes care of the birds of heaven, take care of the poor , the orphan, the lonely !!
Father Csaba
translated by dr k.e.
Every discovery is liken, the one-time, stone axe , that Cain and Abel used. It is a wonderful tool, by it they could defend themselves from wild animals, could obtain food , it was a great milestone taking the utensils into their hands , but unfortunately atrocities could also be committed by it, it is possible to kill a person with it . All of God’s gifts can be used for good or bad purposes. Using the same letters we can glorify God , but at the same time we can also write , spread malicious gossip .
Father Csaba
translated by dr k.e.